play around with the bounceicles. drag them round. jump on them. and more!

「 flying away? 5:17 AM 」

kinda diff..

for the past few daes our class was quite sad for a period of the dae.. tis entry i realli wan to thank this teacher of ours.. mrs kavitha.. thanks for saeing our class is special when other teachers dun see it tt wae.. and oso thanks for being willing to hlp us change tho mani times we disappoint u.. our class was sad cos our teacher is leaving soon yeah.. i was quite shocked when i saw the new time table.. as our chem teacher is no longer her.. bt another teacher.. and our form teacher changed too.. bt tt is nt the end of our class.. cos we got to prove it to her tt we can make it.. class 4e1 of 06 is different frm other yrs. we shall make a breakthrough and shock ppl out of their mind to see our potential. well.. thanks mrs kavitha for everyting u've done.. of cos there are other teacher hu cares bout our class too.. thanks.
*hate ppl who tries to manipulate others*

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 6:51 AM 」

what is it tt im feeling .

pain ? im nt sure i feel so numbed. so mani tings have happen.. the feeling of being helpless.. when u see it u noe its rong bt somehw u jus cant do it..
anywaes.. todae was quite a fun dae.. thanks daryl hahas.. he sort of kept mi awake.. cos he drew sometings on jess and si xuan chair.. the back of it larhs.. in fact kept the ppl on our side awake.. cos wad he drew was quite dumb xD come and take a look when u have time.. wad else.. todae i actualli wanted to go for english remedial cos my eng getting lousier.. bt had other tings to do.. whole afternoon evexing.. after tt went for info comm meeting.. came home bout 10.30pm.. wich is nw.. goin slp soon.. cya guys.. gonna start someting new in class tmr.. =) thanks to yiqin..
*sometimes its just so sudden that u get hurt without knowing it.. *

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 6:15 AM 」

freaking frustrated..

morning was quite ok.. raining tho.. somehw still managed to get up der.. saw someone familiar .. hahas.. nvm.. after tt went bak to class it was supposed to be quite a long dae.. cos we had 3 perioud of hist den another 3 of maths.. den geog 1, mt2 and eng 3.. our lessons are practically lumped together de.. studying long hrs.. bt still quite ok.. the worst was eng.. we had mock test.. end of the dae.. raining.. it made mi super slpy during the test.. somehw i manage to finish it.. after sch went home.. walking in the rain of cos hahas.. bt doesnt matter.. got home and everyting started to relax abit.. den slept at rnd 5.45pm lidat.. woke up at 6.30 prepare for tuition.. hahas.. was planning to do quite abit of tings during tuition bt decided dun do better.. i was quite blur at firs cos quite sometime nv touch on tt topic slowly gt used to it and finished it faster den usual.. finalli get to go b4 9 rare cases.. gt home wanted to do bio.. den cant find notes.. nw i dun even noe wers my bio txt bk ! -.- wad de hell.. den everyting cock up nw i hav to push everyting again.. sians.. y isit like tis.. anywaes// continuing to try my best.. cyas/ nites

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 6:49 AM 」

bloggin again!

lets blog bout sat
alot happened morning i met rick firs we went der an hr earlier.. and i planned for my wk's schedule der and den so nt bad bt it took mi half an hr.. abit too long.. cos i kept rmb tings tt i had to do.. and nid to replace here and der.. after tt went for passion meet woah der was alot of testimonies by others.. i had alot too.. after tt we went to starhub and ate.. yarhs.. den go bak for service=) everyting was great and we had quite a number of visitors tis time.. i was shocked by jeff as half wae thru the sermon he suddenly had nose bleeding and it din stop at all.. for quite some time larhs=X was quite scary.. 3 tissue paper was used up.. glad he was fine.. after tt we went for dinner.. i din realli eat cos quite full.. so we waited for the others to eat finish and went to lan shop with the none believers.. i was kinda suay larhs.. every com i used was spoiled.. duno wad happen to the shop.. i paid 80cents to change 3 coms.. and the time between dem i walk here and der was wad i paid for.. nvm its ok.. den i watched dem play lorhs.. erm.. 1 more guy was as suay as mi xD yarhs.. den erm.. our grp lost larhs due to some circumstance ..=) but it was a blessing in disguise 1 of my grp ppl learnt to be humble! yeah tts wad i wanted to see in him glad for him.. after tt mi n rick went home firs one ting was tt we had lotsa hw and was quite tired.. and the time was getting late.. i wud reach home at 10pm.. i din wan to be later den tt so yarhs.. tt was bout my dae on sat..

todae.. hmm mi n rick went to library to study.. b4 tt i asked arnd for wad hw tt has to be done.. yarhs.. firs ting i step into library i saw someone familiar.. frm my tuition hahas.. i can feel tt tmr's tuition wud be an enjoyable and fun one.. hahas xD den we went arnd looking for seats bt sad to sae.. there was none on the 2nd floor.. so we go firs floor look for seat.. cos its more unpopular bahs.. SAD TO SAE there was none again.. i realli wanted to do hw bt such tings happen.. bt tt was nt the end.. we tink of quiet places other den library.. was quite hard bt i suddenly tot of 1 supposed to be quiet place.. the airport ^^ so we went der its realli a quiet place.. bt on wkdaes onli i tink! on wkends.. such as todae.. was bad.. it was quiet.. bt for less den 10min i tink after tt ppl came .. we were at the T2 burger king btw.. t1 was packed alrd.. i managed to do a few.. bio.. i realised tt i completely noe nth bout tt topic in tys.. den the notes for eyes were given last yr.. and its like.. erm.. flew away.. ? quite jialat gonna ask for hlp tmr.. no choice ler.. den maths.. after a wk of holidaes and 3 slacking daes.. suddenly my maths drop alot.. super jialat arhs.. i forgot alot of tings lo.. bt still did quite abit.. after tt went bak to tampines.. played abit and came home.. was bout 8.30 when i reached home.. started to watch zhong ji yi ban! hahas.. tink yiru n xh wud noe wad i mean heh heh.. =) its nice .. bt abit lame tho.. the power and all tt stuff.. pity its nt a dvd.. bt a file on youtube. .so it wasnt tt clear looking forward to look a gd quality type of it hahas.. stopped at 10 and started to complete my history essay.. and yesh! it is completed and im gonna shock de hell out of mdm lee by handing my.. erm firs essay done by myself i tink.. =X tts all for my interesting life =) come on guys / gals.. lets chiong for tis 1 last yr n of cos nt forgetting ppl beside u.. those who attended the ku ku bird course wud noe wad i mean.. lastly jiayou bahs! nites

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 5:54 AM 」

friends..

friends.. they come and they go.. depending on wad dey mean in ur life it will determine ur pain.. pain.. they too come and go depends on isit physical or cant be seen.. obviously those tt cant be seen hurts more.. well.. those who go.. it either means they jus dun wish to be friends.. dey dun wan to hurt u / dey want some "refreshments".. wad kind of friend are u.. wad kind of friend do u hav.. tink it thru.. so u may nt be as hurt as ppl have been.. do it.. i will nt harm my friends.. cos i will nv ever leave them once ive decided to be one with dem.. thus.. choices.. hav consequences and i have decided to bear the consequence.. nth more to sae.. can onli sae JIAYOU my frens keep tt motivation going and prove ppl out der wrong.. especially 4e1 our class has been labelled lousy and results expected frm us are nt gd so LETS PROVE IT TO THOSE WHO TINK LIDAT YEAH?!
*Footprints.. sometimes its jus too heavy to carry.. bt im still willing too..*

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 5:53 AM 」

as everyone had said.. its AWESOME..=)

wad to sae hmm.. the course was great bt i had frens hu told mi its bullshit AND im gonna prove it rong rite in da face=) my memory status has nv been gd in studies bt alot better in games n rubbish stuffs.. simple reasons.. i experience it wif pictures n fun tts wad makes a person rmb.. n another ting wud b pain.. wich i noe alot experienced as ppl alwaes hides behind the mask to cover weaknesses.. i agree.. bt when u cover hw can one hlp to correct ur weakness for u.. lemmi see.. wich part of mi is fake when im in sch wif frens.. hmm.. one ting wud b nt correcting like wad i did in church.. another wud be nt loving dem as much as my brothers yeah? hw to put it.. im a much more different person in church in fact a much better person i wud sae cos i have the freedom to let loose myself n nt face rejection der.. ppl wud be scared to put their true selfs cos of rejection i dun deny im one too tt 2 above wud be it.. other than that im almos the same AND i do not slp in church AND i will do my best to nt slp in class too and im currently doing so.. 1 trick for mi to keep awake wud be to.. force myself to wake up earli in the morning.. bt slp earli too larhs of cos.. my standard wud be 6 hrs.. - 7hrs.. normally 10+ slp and wake up at 5+ if over 6 normally i wud start feeling tired.. its a routine u gotta set up.. well the course was funny imagine urself laughing for more than 2hrs.. its gd larhs.. everyone enjoyed.. tt is wad i call fun learning yeah everyone? everyone had their weakness.. and my weakness hmm.. scared to admit the truth tts y i was kinda nervous ytd.. my heart was so loud even b4 i went der cos i knew if i did tis my parents wud noe i seriously wana thank dem and tt im nt jokin or doin for the sake of doin.. and btw thx for those hu supported mi i finalli begin to settle down.. after those.. thx ppl! nw our sec 4 batch is a bunch of supporting frens ppl=) no more pulling each other down.. erm onli those hu attended larh.. for those hu haven onli some.. others still dun realli change.. n freeman thx arh cos during art i was doin maths cos teacher nt here.. so i do abit of hw firs.. and i was quite slpy so whenever i tried to take a rest he wake mi up asking mi to continue and i managed to continued thx. during tt course u can manage to catch a glimpse of human nature yeah ppl? lets be a motivating batch and do things tt will stun everyone (positive tings..) ppl keep ur class mates motivated dun be afraid.. 1 method for u to find ur weakness.. tell ur frens to keep a lookout for u.. bt provided u dun give attitudes and all tt.. n frens dun give dumb comments too hahas.. todaes lessons went so fast tt we din notice it=)

*Attitudes and Environment is changing Are you changing?*
*Do wadeva u noe u will regret nt doin, dun give a damn and u will have no regrets..*

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 5:52 AM 」

a mus see blog to everyone..

k here.. i will tell everyone the initial reasons n the lata reasons of choosing to b a christian=).. firstly i went der for frens n i realli wanted to b part of the crowd praising (jumping n singing) it seems so cool.. BUT tt was initial.. but lata as i live a christian life.. alot of problems came! seriously alot BUT that is when i experience my God u guys mus b tinking.. siao arh experience God? hw to experience something tt is invisble.. well there are so mani things tt science cant explain.. n jus hw lucky can u get.. heres an example k.. i was having this headache it was super painful.. wads more b4 i slp.. tts worse yeah? bt u noe wad i did i jus lay my hand on my forehead and pray in tongues(a language tt is given by God when we get baptised) n smth miraculous happened infron of mi.. my headache slowly moved to the back of my forehead;. and it was like shiok! of cos nt onli tis.. i give u a recent example bahs.. if a person eats onli 1 dish in 1 buffet wud u be able to guess it? most probably its no.. bt kiat asked mi tis qns he gave mi 3 chance 1st time i said veg.. cos u noe like onli 1 dish arh.. mus be smth weird yeah? wrong.. 2nd try.. rong too.. i forgot wad i said.. hahas.. bt 3rd time was important to mi as it was my last chance.. so i prayed to God and asked for a vision to show mi wad kiat was eating at tt moment.. and i kept seeing 1 ting.. n 1ting onli.. prawns.. prawns and more prawns.. those words too filled my mind.. so i decided to jus put prawns! i was super nervous while waiting for kiat's reply.. after awhile.. he started writing.. and said.. BINGO! i was SHOCKED! yeah shocked i was so happy oso..says hu tt prayers dun come true.. k 1 more ting.. why i continued my life as a christian ALTHO ppl make fun of us? like wah u so holy arhs all tt stuff? well 1 more ting is.. sad to say.. cos i love my frens n families.. tt is the main reason why.. i want u guys out der! to experience my God the same way as i do.. k.. hmm 1 ting wud b like.. ur father n mother cre8ed u tts y dey r called tt rite? ur parents.. duh so obvious.. den hu cre8ed ur parents and u or ur ancestors.. God.. yeah its Him..so he wud be like ur father wun he?u noe hw much n hw far ur parents wud go to extent of wanting to watch u grow and concerning u when u r sick.. so ur parents does tt.. do u nt tink God does it too.. he too is a parent of us all.. and 1 more sad ting is.. christians go a different place with non-christians.. k smth like tis.. u noe watching porn n lieing all tt is wrong.. in christian terms its sin no matter hw mani gd deeds u do u still have done smth rong rite? and dun ppl hu does rong tings go hell? k.. tts all i wana sae nw.. anyone hu is interested in why are christians different approach mi k? thru any method msn.. hp.. or approach mi directly.. my msn is a.whole.newlife@gmail.com

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 5:19 AM 」

totally diff post=)

k lets sae tings i hav experienced after i go church yeah? most probably ppl hu arent christian will tink tt we just go church for fun or jus to act rites? mayb its true bt tts onli in the beginning when we haven realli meet God .. but everything changed every single thing changed when God slowly showed us his plan =) i hesitated to become a christian when i went at the firs time cos i was scared of rejection by friends. but the 2nd time i went.. i saw hw brave wee kiat was to choose wad he wants so i decided to become a christian too cos tt was wad i realli want n nt to choose a live a fake life. wee kiat i realli thank u for hlpin mi make the correct choice if u hadnt go down i wud b wandering lost in the darkness being a slave to sin. there were so mani memorable times wen we met God even times in normal service.. kiat rmb hw God spoke to u during church camp? we were jus so touched tt tears jus fell down. there is still so much more bt we r NOT perfect so quarrels do happen bt wad matters is we forgive each other n accept the person for hu he / she realli is.. kiat rmb hw i quarrelled wif u over eating lunch together when we firs converted? bt we still sat down n ate altho the atmosphere was quite intense hahas.. bt we still became gd buddies yeah? those moments to tink bak was quite dumb as i hurt my friends wif my words .. so im gonna try realli hard u noe.. cos sometimes i may hurt u ppl arnd mi wif words or body languages when i do tt pls.. do nt hesitate to tell mi.. i will realli appreciate it.. and recently.. whenever i go care group or service.. o ya kiat our care group combined back=) k.. bak to point.. brothers were asking mi.. "hey i haven been seeing kiat lately, where is he?" to that.. i could onli reply.. he gt things on.. but i do not know what happened.. jeremy.. benjamin.. alvin.. johnathan.. chuan jie.. nigel.. nicholas..melvin.. delwin.. brendon.. winstar.. yiqin.. rick.. and .. mi.. we will always b tryin our best to hlp u to our best kiat.. tell us ur problem and we will solve it for u.. tts all..
*it doesnt matter anymore.. dun tink tt wae it does matter and alwaes will matter"
One last thing. Everyone pls do not tag my board til further notice using it for special thing.

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 8:32 AM 」

blogging for 2 daes =)

Thurs
hmm.. we went to airport at nite to fetch a brother.. frm thailand.. yup.. for those hu noe his name is apinan.. he was a leader of our grp bt had to go bak to his countries after A lvls.. heard tt he gt str8 a's for his A lvls.. kinda shocked. k nvm.. we went to T2 den someone smsed star told him its T1 suddenly changed.. we were like..diaos.. hahas.. den go BK go der talk.. veri lil ppl.. den yiqin n other brothers came.. lols.. alot ppl lorhs.. machiam gang fight.. =.= k nvm.. den we waited for his flight to land.. at gate 20 - 23 if im nt rong.. we were waiting.. den dey sae he come liao.. we were like wer wer. cos b4 he left he was.. erm.. had veri lil hair lols.. den nw long hair.. goldish - brown hair we were like O.O stunned.. bt his nose kena sunburn til super jialat.. lols.. btw the hair colour oso sunburn de nt dye.. den we gather talk for quite awhile.. den go home lers..

todae.. hmm.. morning went to stadium wif rick n star.. mi n rick go see star n eugene dey all train.. cos star goin out wif us .. den we wait for him to train finis.. after tt went to plae abit of lan.. lols..quite pok liaos.. hmm.. after tt we went challenger talk awhile again cos winstar hav like bout 30min more den go town.. den we went home after tt.. i was super tired.. duno y i jus fall aslp.. duno slp hw long.. den star come my hse use com awhile to check tings.. tts bout it for todae ler.. tmr will b better =)
tc ppl.. buais..

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 7:14 PM 」

lets talk bout happy tings tt happen ytd..

k.. altho ders so mani unhappiness.. bt its all ok nw.. im gonna blog on gd n happy tings tt happened. we had our caregrp. it was a special one n our new believer came down frm yew tee! woosh.. so far.. its somewer arnd jurong east der le.. we had a fruit party =O ^.^ yeah .. we did lotsa tings wif fruit.. plaeing.. decorating.. n lastly.. wahahas of cos chionging the fruits xD so fun. realli glad tt i wen for tt caregrp. hmm.. after tt we pei our new believer, Jeff go pavillion plae.. fortunately or unfortunately.. he is a dota freak.. so gt gd and bad.. hahas.. woah... we plae cs n dota.. den ytd oso if im nt rong.. wahhh pocket big hole.. pavillion bluff money de.. hahas.. cos i set alarm to nt overplay.. diaos.. nex time i show the person den dey noe -.- k nvm lols.. went down to eat.. den mi n winstar pei jeff go home.. hmm.. bout 1hr 40min+ bahs.. go der onli.. reach there alrd nite liao.. so we go 7-11 buy drinks. wen we came out jeff left den we saw a pastor frm phillipines! so qiao sia.. i mean of all place n all of ppl he approached. he approached us! he was kinda lost so he asked us for hlp.. bt we oso firs time in yew tee duno direction xD n the pastor oso.. he first time in singapore somemore! so star lend him hp use.. we wait together for the pastor's fren to pick him up. meanwhile.. he talked about lotsa tings. star talk wif him cos i hav quite shallow knowledge bout other churches.. hahas.. yups.. den bout 8.30pm+ lidat his fren come den we take mrt.. we kinda gt lost lols.. cos the train we took frm tampines to jurong east was on the right.. den jurong east mrt station middle is go to northeast line de.. so naturally the right is go bak tampines der de rite?! bt it doesnt seems so xD it went to boonlay n came bak.. cos b4 tt we din notice so we was talkin den heard.. " jurong east mrt station.. " we was like.. erm.. tt phrase quite familiar hor ? den we diaos =.= "' faster get out.. den we took the left train.. ( the train we took frm tampines to jurong east de.. den hahas.. super dumb tings happen we anyhw take pic.. i rename it weirdly oso larhs lols. k tts all ler..
*sometimes.. we just have to give in even if we hate / dun want to..*

Signing off, aL0y.

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anti mi so wad i dun care

stab by friends. ok wif mi. nw family stab mi? u noe.. i kinda gotta feeling of bashing those up. wad de hell is rong. i fond of arguing? ya cos i wan to make sure tt wadever im gonna do is CORRECT. bt even my family do not understand mi. is ppl outside experiencing same ting too? sometimes ppl say talking would solve problems. bt sometimes some problems just cant b solved by A person. Doing tings tt is uneccessary. n intefering when u noe nuts bout wad im trying to do. GET OFF MI. FREAK OFF MAN. u r onli getting matters worse.. tts y nwdays most ppl hang out outside more than at home. cos u noe y? for mi i always try my best to solve things with my bro. and my father wud come coming telling mi to stop. its ALWAYs. i repeat ALWAYs my FAULT. none was my brother's . even if i did nth. its STILL MY FAULT. its tt wad they realli want? since young its always been this case. NO MATTER who started it first its my FAULT. so the elder one has to ALWAYS TAKE THE BLAME? IS THAT SO? they do not even make the single effort to understand wad im trying to do.. onli tink tt i wana make trouble for them.. so nw im a burden eh? fine do ur own tings and dun come to mi. go ahead im nt gonna stop them.
*sometimes its more painful when nth is done*
*more painful.. when even ur family dun understand u*
*the worst pain.. they do not even make the single effort in understanding u*

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 9:17 AM 」

Good Things Are Worth Waiting For=)

indeed it is.. nt onli is it worth waiting for.. bt it must oso be asked for.. i was feeling so super stressed up! i keep having tt kind of feeling tt im gonna burst.. n super insecure.. n the fact of nt having enuff contacts made it worse.. n i had to do so many homeworks.. n hols de oso.. so freakish! den winstar n rick go sec 1 camp.. i was like diaos.. super jialat den no choice i called yiqin up asked for hlp.. if no leader realli veri jialat sia.. diaos.. somemore the more sian part is.. so lil ppl in our caregrp go T_T hais.. our grp is realli nt growing.. and more ppl drifting away.. God HELP US..!! bt God is Good he gave us a convert str8 after last weeks passion meet.. den tis wk service tt guy was abit blur.. den nic asked him if last wk he went down to sae sinner's prayer.. tink nic misunderstood the newb way of saeing.. o yarh.. we went to snack's world to eat b4 tt! woah.. cheap n nice.. guess it will b our nx place of eating liaos lols.. til tt point i was still veri stressed.. n taking care of newb.. woosh.. u can imagine tt.. another weight onto mi.. i was totally super duper seh.. BUT!! like i said God is Good..i prayed to Him to help mi lift up this heavy burden onto my heart.. and.. it was lifted when i praised and worship Him!! i have oso been praying for converts in our grp.. n the new guy.. i cfmed wif him.. n sort of follow up bahs.. nt quite sure.. explained things to him too.. indeed sometimes its not God do not wan to bless us or help us.. but do we ASK Him for it? altho God knows everything but sometimes we just have to ask for it and depending on the situation theres 3 choices we get it.. / we have to wait.. / no.. God has a better blessing to give.. i jus wana Thank God for what he has done for mi..
*dun give up on God when He prunes u.. Serve Him and experience alot more of Him*

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 4:13 AM 」

the worst feelings u've ever had?

the most painful ting is wen my spiritual life is down.. n tt is when nth seems to work and at tt point of time i never fail to go crazy.. tt feeling.. its jus as if im alone in the world.. altho it isnt..
another ting wud b when everyting jus come at one shot.. its like mani gun shooting at u.. and even if u can dodge.. u wun b able to dodge all.. some will get u.. n more will get u while u r down.. problems.. n even more problems jus come up.. i noe the solution.. bt sometimes i jus dun tink of tt solution at the firs instance....
someting else tt alwaes happen to mi til i alrd sort of sian liao dun wana care anymore is ppl backstabbing.. i alrd noe gt ppl sort of backstab bt.. wad can i do? anywae tt guy nv fails to backstab ppl.. nvm..

well back to blogging.. tues i had tis enormous amount of stress onto mi.. i tink its tues if im nt rong..it was as if i was goin to burst.. its jus unbearable.. *on the verge of breaking down* bt i din noe wad to do.. so i decided to jus slp earli tinking tt i wud b feeling better bt nx dae.. i was totalli din hav any feeling to do anyting.. i was practically empty tt dae.. bt ppl arnd mi din understand so dey tot i was jus slacking n tts y im lieing on the table.. wen dey said tt.. at tt point of fime i din even wana bother explaining to dem wad happened.. din expect wen facing stress it can get to tt point.. as in i feel so powerless against stress at tt point of time.. bt somehw in the dae it was lifted up.. especialli after caregrp.. tt teaching was jus so great.. it directly spoke to mi into my life.. i was.. hmm.. burdenless..? i finalli found an answer to everyting.. thank you Lord.. guess i will b ending here.. see wen i gt time i shall blog again.. try my best to blog everydae..
[time.. its someting tts hard to figure out.. for mi..]
[its especially slow sometimes when we are bout to lose someting..]
[trying to look at things frm a perspective.. try..]
[trying to change.. change to be more discipline..]
[trying to overcome the thinking of "its so troublesome thinking"]
[trying to overcome the fear?]
[trying to gain back things i lost]
[trying to stop losing things..]

Signing off, aL0y.

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「 flying away? 2:22 AM 」

someting tt will stress ppl out..?

back again.. a short one tis time.. hahas.. ever wondered hu were ur real friends n ur fake friends or even some u do not even noe if they were friends.. for mi.. i noe there is a grp of real friends n i oso noe a grp of fake friends.. but there is oso friends wich im nt sure bout.. ARGH! ARE THEY FREAKING REAL OR WAD... *sigh..* friends hu are fake.. i alrd noe tis ppl especially those hu do not sae tings infront of mi especialli bad ones bout mi.. tis grp of ppl is jus a grp of cowards to mi.. you ppl out der.. look at tis carefully cos u guys noe hu u r tokin behind ppl's back nt jus behind mi bt oso friends of ur own.. n yeah i said it FRIENDS OF UR OWN.. U GUYS FREAKING BACKSTABBED THOSE WHOM U SAID WERE UR BEST FRIEND? FREAK OFF MAN DUN SAE STUPID STUFF LIKE TIS. hmm well no offence to the other 2 grps tt grp of ppl i jus said is just nt worth of getting fed up wif yeah? ppl do change wif time.. bt some freaking ppl jus do not change for the better tt is.. alwaes finding backups cos u guys PISS ppl off sad case.. for mi personally i dare to sae anyting infront of the person tt im nt happy about its jus whether u can take it anot=) if u wish to hear bout it find mi. if i hav any unhappy tings wif u i will tell u str8 in the face. nv will i talk behind ppl's back. if u guys tink i do not dare to sae those tings i joked arnd bout faizal.. hahas u r rong i do not care at all. tts rite u all wana back stab rite? nw i tell u those hu is backstabbing wif u will back stab u one dae. u guys will just regret bout backstabbing.. quite a sensitive issue eh? well ppl out der consider those friends whom u tink is back stabbing u do wadever u like to dem isolate, ignore wadever u wan cos tis ppl is jus nt worth sympathy or compassion eh? well guess tts wad i wana sae.. man it feels so freaking gd. cyas mayb tonite?

Signing off, aL0y.

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