Sunday, April 30, 2006
Realised.
lols.. jus a short post.. i realised tt so mani ppl hate demselves..cos they hate.. liars. backstabbers. betrayers and tt is practically wad most of doing.. no wonder sometimes ppl say i hate myself.. when someone says tt. beware of he / she =) k byes
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
the way ppl change..
wadeva we choose affects alot of tings.. once u lose something u try to gain it back some other ways..i hav seen it.. din feel veri comfortable with it.. but tts hw reality is.. wad to do ? lols..
anywaes.. had eng n mt for tis wk.. haiis.. 1 ting is tt we canot go home str8 after exam T_T eng was ok bahs i tink.. mayb abit hard.. but mt is super jialat.. paper 2! i see the passage i began to fish.. super tired all of a sudden.. do exam still nid to try my best to keep myself awake.. tink tt is the firs time such a ting happen.. normally is after finish liao den i slp.. somehw i dragged myself to finish the 1st passage.. wen 2nd passage.. i suddenly veri refreshed =/ den faster finis everyting properly (passage 1) im glad 2 papers are down.. nw nx.. SS PAPER! everyone jiayou! tts our common enemy O.O lets get back.. had mt oral.. quite hard.. passage gt a few unknown words to mi.. i din noe hw to jump.. in the end i jus skip obviously >.> minus marks.. conversation oso gt like pause.. siao liaos.. jus hope the results are nt tt bad.. gosh.. wad a busy wk.. and imagine the following wks we will be even more busy =.= .. swts.. everyone jiayou for tis mid yr bahs! noe yr standard and improve it. pass the o lvls and we are realli FREE!! woo.. for at least 2 / 3 yrs.. yesh.. =X cyas everyone "enjoy" ur exams =/
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
why!!
forsaking something of higher for something of lower. tt is wad im seeing.. PPL DO CHANGE. its jus whether they change to piss u off or they change to be friendly with u. depends on wad u want. so mani things happened,, im too sensitive ? too ignorant ? mayb.. anywaes gonna stop blogging.. til duno wen.. til den cyas..
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Monday, April 24, 2006
im imperfect..
sry.. bt i feel realli sucky nw i duno why.. veri frustrated.. lol.. things happening cos of wad i chose.. bt wad i chose was nt wad i got totally.. everyting was painted beautifully.. but the reality was told to mi.. i tot i could accept it.. bt the truth is that.. i want to.. bt i feel bad about it.. i noe of the consequence.. im prepared to bear it.. jus hope i can bear everyting.. i dun understand myself anymore.. ..
*to gain means to lose.. *
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
nt bad nt bad..
todae.. hmm..nt bad.. hais.. gotta find my themometer.. if nt gonna buy again.. sian lorhs.. so ex somemore.. anywaes.. recently duno why.. super tired.. sch owaes struggle.. especialli if its a talk onli lesson.. i nid to do smth.. like writing or wadevers.. if nt will peng.. everyone take care bahs.. mid yr coming.. can at least noe wer u standing or hw u doin.. so.. work hard for it.. even if nt gd oso nvm! still gt prelims.. jus work harder.. well.. tts all bah.. hope u guys can find ur thermometer lols..
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
forever ?
is there even anyting tt is forever.. as far as i noe.. it is onli " forever " for that short period.. and den smth happens and everyting is back to zero and to normal.. everyting tt one has promised is counted as void ? promises are meant to be broken ? at one point everyone was so excited.. so enthusiastic.. but wad happened nw.. ya.. ppl chose to BREAK their freaking promise and choose another road that is different.. ya i promise forever .. ya rite.. forever.. dun give mi tt.. friends forever is possible.. cos its just friends and nth else.. easy to accomplish.. u can be friends even if u nv contact.. but other promises are empty.. nw i onli noe 1 promise wiich i can rely on.. the promise that is alwaes fulfilled. UNLIKE OTHERS! dun come telling mi promises are forever cos i haven seen one yet. PROVE it to mi and i believe. i nid to see it sorry. i hav seen too much of broken promises. i dun dare sae i haven broken even 1 promise yet. BUT tt is the reason why i say there is no forever.. acts.. action speaks louder than words.. its so freaking true.. do it and not onli say it.. why tel mi when u cant do it.. i believe in miracles BUT miracles onli happen.. k nvm.. omg im ur gd friend its so great.. ya rite.. another moment there is backstabbing.. o he is my BEST friend.. ya rite.. nx moment without the person u will start saying he / she.. do it infront of the person why behind their backs.. when u alwaes tell the person his / her's faults to the person THEMSELF.. tt is onli when u hav the right to say that i treat the person as someone i cherish. sry if i offend u.. but prove mi rong.. i nid to see it..
that is human nature isnt it.. to break promises.. its us.. yeah..
Signing
off, aL0y.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Promise broken?
tings happens suddenly and owaes takes u by surprise.. are those tt i hear i see in the past illusions? wad does it take for it to come true.. promises are meant to be broken.. isit true? so far its true for mi.. mayb for someone out der nt.. anywaes.. todae was quite ok.. wana thx mr feraj for letting us out of the class.. but hw long will it last.. hard to believe wad i see and hear anymore.. i wan to but i cant. wad does it cost and wad im supposed to do..
Signing
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
quite long nv post..
post a short one.. den go slp liaos.. quite entertaining lessons we hav.. gt go library .. go "rooftop" and all tt.. gonna hav debating soon i tink.. tmr bahs most probably.. den.. er.. managed to persuade mrs lai / lye to let us change place for art.. nw quite ok.. for art.. hahas.. drew "shawn " quite weird lols.. diao sia.. nth to draw ler.. so borrowed some pics. xD tts bout all bahs.. disappointment.. isit a everydae ting?
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
mixed feelings =()
todae.. was supposed to be quite a sad dae..as mrs kavitha is leaving.. but there is oso happy n fun moments.. like taking photos ? tink todae is 1 crazy dae for ppl to take photos.. esp crazy daryl -.- n jess lols. tt 2 siao kia took alot of weird weird photos.. and 4e1 ish 4e1 we still do crazy stuffs.. even in airport. omg =D we did tings like pointing to the 2nd floor and make ppl look up wondering wads der . their expressions are super funny lo lols.. o yarhs.. we was super full.. den we had shawn beside us tellin us he's hungry.. we were like.. diaos.. still hungry arhs.. mrs kavitha was a great teacher and mother.. u cud see it frm the amount of ppl sending her off.. NOT onli her STUDENTS but tons n tons of families.. it was like erm half the airport? may be abit kua zhang but its realli alot.. after tt mi shawn jess n daryl wanted to take a cab.. we got in.. and daryl was like saying there is goin to be an xtra 5 dollars charge =.= diaos.. but fortunately or unfortunately the cab uncle was stopped by a police.. it was an offence to take passengers frm on the 2nd floor i tink.. duno hw to sae larhs.. so we got down and the uncle act blur.. we were tinkin like.. o siao liao freeman dey all shud hav got up the taxi liaos.. den we saw dem walkin towards the bus stop lols.. same reason as us.. dey took 27.. we took 34.. << super long for 1 to come.. after we get down.. shawn left.. daryl mi n jess went central park slack.. pineapple der lols.. saw alot of ppl.. all is we noe de.. den as usual.. daryl wud disturb dem.. lols.. den went home halfwae saw my father.. diaos.. lols.. nvm i jus hlp him take tings up.. and here i am =) blogging hahas.. kk.. nites everyone..
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Friday, April 07, 2006
the reason behind nt goin sch.
why i din go sch todae.. hmm.. ytd i did planned nt to go sch todae cos of art.. bt morning when i woke up i realli had an headache and when i stand up everyting arnd mi kept turning.. its super dizzy.. its nt on purpose de lols.. cos it was realli coincidence.. i jus told shawn ytd tt mayb i wana fake headache.. den morning came realli gt headache.. was quite bored.. miss mi frens in sch lols.. it was soooooooooo quiet lols.. dun hav freeman laming den shawn tokin crap// daryl.. toking cock.. den jess laming oso.. den yun ru laughter.. adeline's erm..dumbness? xD and so much more lols.. its so much more fun in sch yet so much more pain hahas.. o ya.. and wee kiat's dumbness and lameness with ccl owaes tryin to ask mi let him jump and hang on mi.. all tt kinda weird weird stuff// bt tts wad brightens my life whether its real or fake .. i appreciate it thx guys// i jus slept til bout 10am.. den started to get up and look at my com see if gt anyone online..theres 1.. hahas bt nt veri familiar de.. den i jus wasted my whole dae.. it was so boring tt i din wan to do anyting.. or do not noe wad i can do.. well.. sch is much fun even tho there are times tt are boring.. xD tink most wud agree bahs . went to watch ice age 2 with rick and star.. its a super erm.. dumb / comedy show.. the actions tt the animals did wud make u laugh like duno wad.. the ending was quite stupid oso lols.. a nt bad show bahs.. yea tts all.. nites.
Signing
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
im jus a insensitive fool..
hw come its like tis.. and it onli happens to mi bt nt others.. k fine.. i will jus go bak to the past mi wen nth happens to mi and nth happens to others.. its nt jus once.. isit mi or wad if its mi fine i will jus change wad else can i do? guess doin depression for art may be a fine ting after all mayb i will hav to use those research for myself ? woah.. the mind map i hav drawn out may work out for mi afterall .. nice.. altho der are alot more ppl having the same / worse prob den mi bt i guess.. nvm its ok everyting is turning arnd mi the earth is still spinning wad more can i ask for than to live 1 more day each day.. mayb ders more.. mayb can try askin to live 1 day lesser tink tt wud be fun n mayb joy to other ppl.. =) isnt tt great at least im able to comfort ppl.. it doesnt matters anymore. cyas
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
s.a.d.d.e.d
hais.. talked to xinling.. and i suddenly rmbed smth.. the teacher tt i respect is gonna leave on tis sun.. i duno.. bt i begin to realise alot of tings lately.. i wana be dumb and be a know nth, tink nth n happy go lucky person.. wudnt tt be great.. sometimes.. noeing tings is much more painful den noeing nth.. hahas.. i realli wish to go tis one place.. see wen gt time bahs.. hahas.. wud be so gd to go der.. so mani tings.. so lil time.. hw mani a times do ppl appreciate u.. hw long can it last.. reality is still reality der is rarely forever.. altho der may be.. i f s u g t h o o m. w i i a l t n o a w i d.. i a l t.. hahas.. tt las few words are jus sometings tt i wana blabber about.. so dun care bout it.. cyas..
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off, aL0y.
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haven been bloggin..
firstly.. cos lately i sort of been quite bz.. sat go service .. sun go do hw / revise wif rick.. mon gt booster camp and tuition.. den todae.. finalli.. i get to blog in the afternoon.. i pon ncc xD aiya.. raining mahs.. =x anywaes on sun i went to west mac wif rick to do hw.. i din realli do much.. most of the time waitin for ppl to ask mi qns.. cos maths i was trying to revise it.. bt its like abit sian to practice smth tt i noe again and again.. its super diao.. reached home bout like 10pm..? den prepare to slp liaos XD mondae arhs.. nt bad larhs.. altho the arrangement of lessons quite sian.. 3 periods of history , maths and eng .. i mean 3 of each YEAH! diao los.. nvm.. after sch go booster camp.. nt bad.. still the same more of the funny part.. lols.. den raining.. so .. hais.. 2nd time.. walk in the rain again.. bt quite fun larhs.. so cooling.. i rather it rain man! woo raining rox ! =) den erm.. aftereffects of walking in it.. nt veri gd.. cos alwaes gt slight headache.. lols.. go tuition.. wa shiok man! shearing is like so ez.. its been since duno wen we can go earli for break n home liaos.. tis hweeling is sho shiok arhs =X went home watched zhong ji yi ban.. super nice show on youtube.. if anyone interested sms / call mi / msg mi in msn for the url.. todae.. quite quiet lols.. shawn MIA fever i tink .. tink he mayb enjoying at home.. chem is getting more and more interesting.. todae's 2 period of chem was like.. erm finished in 10mins? our tinking larhs.. mrs low is gd lols.. or isit tt tis chap is interesting.. well.. doesnt matter anywaes get past it n enjoy! peace ~ art was quite sian.. tink nw goin art is one of the lessons our class dread most.. hais.. dun wana tok bout it anymores .. after sch went home.. and PLAN to go ncc de.. bt due to the wet weather.. i decided to enjoy my wet weather programms =D well mayb blog again tonites. cyas
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