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Sunday, September 03, 2006

my limits?

Thoughts
so mani tings happening. some with mi knowing and some without. all these if i tink too much i would be troubled. in fact i have overcome it by lifting all my doubts and thinkings onto God. really realised the guage of me being able to love and accept someone is super limited.. so i seek for an guage given to me.. with a limit much bigger than what i have.. increasing on a daily basis.. i am a unperfect person after all hahs=) i have down times.. but i will be carried up on my feet and do my best to be the Job mentioned during the sermon.. this guy is just so.. how should i sae.. powerful? the will he has.. is different.. he does not act to what his body wants.. but what his mind wants.. being someone that is authentic[real] is hard.. for most i guess.. even if you are in church.. unless you have the intention.. most probably you will just put on another mask onto your many layers of mask.. so.. you just have to know if the circle of friends you have.. is willing to accept the real you.. find it. i have really found mine.. but many have not yet found their TRUE friends.. ive counted.. and i can definitely say i have found more than 1 true friend.. hahs.. yes my true friends do fail me.. they too are imperfect.. same as me.. but.. i accept them for who they are.. i do not want to only have a horizontal relationship with God.. i want a vertical relationship too.. to be able to truly love God.. my anxiety.. my anxiousness.. my angers.. my situations.. i have finally found the person to carry it.. and making my burdens light.. and to go to the extent of carrying me.. when i fall greatly..
humans.. we are all contradicting beings.. but there will be a time where people will start to contradict themselves less..

Signing off, aL0y.

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